mystery

its been long to achieve perfection, but perfection wouldn't just drop from the sky...
Argh... the desire to create, but the lack of ability to ...
with the rise of negative emotions would the alternate you arrive before you ?
Was evil created before good, or good created before evil? I guess they coexisted...
when the good is woren off.. the evil shall rise...
when the evil has risen, good shall be there to counter it...
no matter good or evil... the long wait for your birth has shaken me...
Losing control!!!!... Anger, Hate, Envy, Desire and Pain...
only the day you are borned, I shall be released from the chains...
As you are the part of me that is disallow by the world of judgement..
illustration of my true self shall let live the acceptable me..
and the other shall survive in the book of artworks....
I shall live on... I would live on...
Let not the world judge what I am...
Let not the world lead what I'll be...
hibenation began... thou not for long.. but hope its long enough for the creation..